brain cannot process.

22Nov11

gosh…

i’m gonna be real cynical towards you now.

and if you wanna read this post, read the whole thing, in context.

dear all,

don’t know how many times i have to do this. [ever since i was 14]
if your name, or to the more sensitive, “hints of me referring to you”
is mentioned on this blog, my twitter, my facebook or whatever.
and on a not-so-nice note.

i probably don’t hate you.
i probably care for you and appreciate you.

ang-gu-gu.

i know my opinions may sometimes be un-refined, crude, unsugar-coated

and all.

but nah, you’re fine.
you can believe in whatever god you want,
you can be as poor or as rich as life permits,
you can hate me or love me in real life,
you can still call me out for tea,
you are entitled to your own opinions.

and by no means am i shoving my beliefs down your throat.

read with no personal implementations if you may.

because what i write is only personal to myself

and i hold no responsibility whatsoever
how you interpret what i write.

don’t get offended EVERY TIME

i talk about Jesus,
i talk about my family struggles(monetary),
i talk about my views on life,

my views on politics, people, value.

because it doesn’t have to mean the same for you.

this blog is made for me, it’s mine, for my own read in the future.
as stated in the blog biography i deleted a week ago for reconstruction.

i know you’re probably thinking i’m having the “you tak suka, you keluar!” attitude,
and why bother having a blog when you’re only intending it for your own read… etc.

again, that’s up to me. [ooo~ zach is being selfish]

sorry for being cynical,
just that the internet has become so, so, so
unforgiving and sharp,

that they’ll crucify you every-time they get a chance.

and maybe i’m not sorry.

if you choose to read, read it with an open heart.

“penned words speak louder than anything physically possible.
and allows so much room for analysis.” -Randall Tan.

it’s dangerous, the words we type online.

we can interpret it however we want.
and often times we take it so personally we
become paranoid of the stuff posted online
whether or not it refers to us.

dear strawberries,

discretion.

p/s: some of you may already be offended by this post as of now. stop destroying yourself, do yourself a favour, stop reading.

-zachsiow

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